I'm in aa amazing Hotel now ,in the middle of the Pacific Ocean, eating the best, drinking the best...but between a martini's , daiquiris and margaritas......sadness in my soul...
How i will support this 2 months?
I just wish to sleep and wake up on December.....
I realize something very interest today:
-"All the time in my life i saw people full of money and fame sad, and never understood this...
...-"How they can be sad? Me at their place will be very happy!"
Stupid!!!
I know nothing, i learn everyday when i wake up something new about life....
I changed?
Yeah...deffinately...
...What i wish for my life now goes so far away from who i was before met Berto.....
How 3 months change your whole life...a person....a single moment in life....a word....
Our life is in a constant changing by the words that we use to say something, by one only decision, in a small moment...This is freak me out, but at the same time is wonderfull...
All the possibilities that we have to change our future...
I decide to change my life when i met him...i want more, and more and more...
Its not more money or fame, i want a real life with him and i cant expect to live all of this good moments at his side again...
Maybe now, i fell so empty because i know how life can changes, but this is the wonderfull thing of life: We dont have sure about nothing.....but...
...we can work to make things happen and i'm ready to work on it.....
,,,,ready to make my love story becomes true with him...
....and live what we NEED to live now, after Oman...
Its just time, time and patience.....
....and GANA....because...i want this more then everything in this world....
...because i dont know anymore how to live without your love!!!!!
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